I’m supposed to be happy and worry-free today because its the end of the work week pero heto ako ngayon at na-te-tension. Haay. A case of miscommunication, pero terrible ang effect sa akin. Chain of command. So its my fault. Ako OIC eh. So I take the blame.

I’m just praying na magawan naman ng paraan. And I hope that the person I am hoping to take over and do damage control would be able to do it on time.

Drain na drain na ako since first week of October pa. Wala pa akong matinong tulog sa dami nang pagod. Tapos may ganito pang stress.

I feel so lost LORD. Sometimes I feel so inadequate for this position, incompetent to handle a group. Negative feelings and emotions are overwhelming me at this moment.

Please hold me LORD. Please help me get through this. Please guide me LORD. Please make a way. Please do not forsake me. I feel so helpless but i’m putting my trust in YOU my LORD. Please do not leave me.


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